Example: To heal, you must first be healed.
This has been the toughest 6 months of my life. And I wasn't sure why...
I'm doing what God has told me, but why am I always struggling with sadness, loneliness, and sickness. Always wanting something else with out being content first with what I have.
Searching for the next thing, but not looking at what is in my hands.
I think it is quite funny because I have been asking God to show me all of my flaws so that I can get closer to him and to be able to help others with a better heart..... Here is the funny part. I never sat down and really let him show me.
But He did show me one....
BEING VULNERABLE.
Hardest thing of my life. Letting walls down.. Who likes to do that? Not me, but I knew I had too. So, I did. It ended up not being that bad. I didn’t get hurt, I got healed in a way.
FACT: Your relationship with others...REFLECTS your relationship with God.
^Bam-sha-Bam.
This past weekend I was able to get off the base and go some where and have FUN. and most important... Reflect on what I have been learning. And on top of that God showed me so much more I need to work on... One example. Pride... ha.
anyways, that is another day =]
Learning how come I don’t fully trust God and how I can change that and learning how to let people in without sharing absolutely every detail. Because that’s what I thought I had to do, but I kept getting hurt.
Oh the healing I have received. I know I’m not quite done yet but I know I’m getting there.
Things are finally about to start picking up with teaching. With what has been happening to me I know the time is soon to really take a huge step in faith.
Please continue to pray for safety and all that. And that I keep learning about His heart.
Thank you for everything! You all bless me so much.
Humility.
